Tag Archives: gender dysphoria

That Woman She Is Authentically Me

I’m afraid people will see my
Face and how it gives away
The fact I’m not woman enough

I’m afraid people will see my
Breasts and how they give away
The fact I’m not woman enough

I’m afraid people will hear my
Voice and how it gives away
The fact I’m not woman enough

I’m afraid people will fixate on
My shoulders and how they reveal
The fact I’m not woman enough

But truth is lots of people
They see me as the woman
I’m becoming and meant to be

Every single day I’m becoming more
The woman I’m meant to be
And that woman is authentically me

That woman she is authentically me

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(She Saw) His Reflection

She saw his reflection staring back at her
It was on her own mirror again today
She uses it to help shave her face
And shaving her face helps her erase him
And he’s the very result of what she
What she did not go do soon enough

She takes her tablets every night after dinner
So she can develop a pair of breasts
She is now going through a second puberty
To distance herself as much as possible from
Him who was a creation put on her
A creation she had a hand in perpetuating

She saw his reflection staring back at her
It was on her own mirror again today…

Go Save Your Life

Nature it made your
Body grow incorrectly so
For you authenticity it
Is not easy it
Is a piece of
Hard work to show
What’s inside your brain
On your own outside
Is scares from when
Nature made your body
Almost go kill you
But doctors and nurses
They saved your life
And they’ll go do
Go do it again
Go save your life
Go save your life

(Feelings of) Gender Dysphoria

She uses a mirror
And a razor to
Try and shave her
Face so very smooth
In the hope this’ll
Get rid of the
Product of the testosterone
But a razor can’t
Get rid of the
Hair it comes back
Every day there’s more
This gives her dysphoria

She uses a mirror
And a patch to
Try and get the
Secondary sex features of
A cisgender woman but
The product of her
First puberty it’ll always
Be there serving as
A bad reminder of
What testosterone has done
To her body’s structure
This gives her dysphoria

She tries to go
Out into the wider
World it can be
A scary place especially
When it judges you
Based on rigid standards
Of binary gender expression
Which it firmly polices
This gives her dysphoria
Feelings of gender dysphoria
Bad crippling feelings of
Feelings of gender dysphoria

Cruel Tricks

Tolled you can be anything
But all you got is
What you have been given
What you have been given

Life can play cruel tricks
It can play cruel tricks
Give you real narrow feet
Give you a skinny wast

Tolled you’re not good enough
But all you got is
What you have been given
What you have been given

You wanna change your hair
You wanna more smother face
Not happy in your body
Not happy in your skin

Tolled you’re not good enough
But all you got is
What you have been given
What you have been given

Afraid they’ll see again that
You’re different so you again
Hide your scares inside you
Hide your scares inside you

Life can play cruel tricks
It can play cruel tricks
Give you real narrow feet
Give you a skinny wast

You wanna change your hair
You wanna more smother face
Not happy in your body
Not happy in your skin

It’s Scaring Me

It keep playing
Inside my head
Inside my head

Unhealthy thought about
How I dislike
My own body

It’s scaring me
So vary much
So vary much

I know that
It’s not true
Not one bit

But still it
Keeps on playing
Inside my head

Unhealthy thought about
How I dislike
My own body

It’s scaring me
So vary much
So vary much

Hurting You

I love you
Just don’t respect you like before
‘Cause each time
Now when I look in mirror
All I do
Think what’ve you I wanna change
And that just
Brakes another piece of my heart
They hurt me
And now I am hurting you