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Love Yourself

The hardest thing to do is love yourself
Well after you’ve been pommelled with hurtful words
And not had chances to find out who
Who you need’a become to be truly yourself
Need’a be truly yourself

Oh I’ll try to wake each day now
With love for myself, the kind that’s unshakable
I may falter, have moments of self doubt
Still through it I’ll tray too love myself
With love that’s unshakable

Oh now wen I walk streets
They’ll see that I love God
By how I sparkle and glow

Oh they’ll ask me how I
Did get to be this way
I get to be this way

By being true to myself and
Unafraid to shine it out now
Unafraid to shine it out now

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Oh Why Do People Have To Be So Damn Cruel?

Your in the family Chevy going fast into the city
Your mom’s driving, you’re begging your head to not hurt
Your afraid that you’ll throw up again like all evening
To you this feels so not like a perfect day

To you this feels so not like a perfect day
Siting in the emergency waiting room still with hurting head
Nears at counter gives you bucket and you again puke
To you this feels so not like a perfect day

Oh why do people have to be so damn cruel?
You where simply siting in your seat minding your business
Doing what you always do just listing to your walkman
You where just trying to make it listening to county

You got off the small yellow bus at your stop
And you stumbled home and cranked up Billy Ray Cyrus
Loud you tried to get the music to clear your head
Oh why do people have to be so damn cruel?

It was only just a punch right in your face
Oh why did he punch you right in your face?
Oh why did he punch you right in your face?
Why did he go punch you right in your face?

Oh why do people have to be so damn cruel?

My Bro

My bro I’ve watched you grow
And even flow
Flow a bit more closer to me
But somehow I should’ve known one day throw it all you’d be
Be looking to go find who you are
So are you still going to be there for me wen I fall far?

Well defiantly yes
And what can I do in return but show you my respect ‘cause you deserve nothing less
And say I know that you were always there for me throw the lonely days of my childhood
Childhood which for me went from curiosity to crying don’t know if I should
See I know now it would have really helped me if I’d tolled my youth group friends about the pain
Pain I felt shouldn’t ruin my youth group fun by falling out of me like rain

But who can talk about the mental and fiscal pushing and shoving
Especially wen they’re in a place of loving
And I was no different always acting like a funny clown
Clown I was ‘cause I didn’t want to bring them, let alone me dawn
But dawn I should have come of my high horse before I started to sink
And tried somehow to clearly about it all think

Shellshock

Need to scream
But here I sit
Vary quiet and still
Oh inside my room
‘Cause I no longer know how to move

And it’s ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what I’ve seen

Need to scream
But here I sit
Just listening to BarlowGirl
Oh inside my room
‘Cause I no longer know how to move

And it’s ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what I’ve experienced

I can’t go back
Oh to the happy little child
I once was
Oh so inquisitive
But they shot me down
Shot me dawn

And it’s ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what I’ve experienced

Don’t taunt your peers
‘Cause you have no idea
What they can be
And maybe they could be
A great friend
Or even a great lover too

And if they’re not somebody
It’ll be ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what you’ve don

Need to scream
But here I sit
Again listening to Superchick
Oh inside my room
‘Cause I no longer know haw to move

And it’s ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what I’ve experienced

And in spite of you
They’ll be somebody
Like a caring individual
Or even a really compassionate person

And inspirit of you I’ll be
I’ll be somebody
Like a loyal friend
Or even a really lovable guy

And it’s ‘cause of the shellshock
Caused by what you’ve don

And I,
Need to scream…!

Tomorrow Will Be Wonderful

Born with curiosity in all of your veins
But now there are things you’d rather not know

And like your younger brother their will be
Some who will always be there for, yes you

And you will pull on through the roadblocks
Lade out in front of you by those who
Aren’t their for you

Some will never be their for, yes you
But that does not mean you should not yourself

Head only towards the good times ‘cause the bad
They will leave you passing and really freaking out

Love we all need it oh so deeply
And deep friendship we’re all desperately searching for it
Desperately searching for it

Born with curiosity in all of your veins
But now there are things you’d rather not know

Things like why your parents went separate ways
And why your brother is doing better then you

Born with curiosity in all of your veins
And still there are things you’d like to know
You’d like to know

Things like why you where letdown by schools
And their public education system and subjected to bullying

And if it was not for your church’s
Youth group it’s what got you through hard times

Allowing you to still be here today with
Hope that tomorrow will become oh so wonderful, wonderful
Tomorrow will be wonderful

You Saved Me

Crazy good was I wen in your presence
Always smilin’ happy so you’d never know oh…
You, you saved me
You, you saved me

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

My perception said that your presence was perfection
But perfection decent last long unlike bad memories
They, linger on mind
Linger, on my mind

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

You gave me some good Sunday mornin’ times
And those weekend youth conference trips to oh…
You, you saved me
You, you saved me

Youth Group if it wasn’t for you oh…
High School name calling would’ve don me in
Fore-sure, don me in
Don, me in for-sure

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

Crazy good was I wen in your presence
Ya-ya, ya-ya, ya-ya, ya-ya, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Always smilin’ happy oh…
You, you saved me

Smilin’ happy
Smilin’ happy
Smilin’ happy
Smilin’ happy…

I Will Just Fall Down

Push me around
Knock me around
And I will just fall down

Call me names
Behind me man
And I will just fall down

Because wen I
Do get taunted
Oh I need to just believe

Yeah I will
Stop my doting
And will begin to just believe

Because wen I
Do get taunted
Oh I need to just believe

That this can’t
Be for not
So I will just fall down

And the Creator
Praise him because
He can give this needed meaning

I am needing
Some meaning now
So I will just fall down

I will just fall down
I will just fall down
I will just fall down

Yes I Was Like Stone

I’m stiff with fear hear
From your push and shove
Where’s your love
‘Cause I’m dying deep inside
Where’s your love

You shoved hard
I didn’t hit the ground
Nor did bleed
Or even start to cry
Your names’ll never hurt me

Hurt me and I’ll scream
Scream about what you did
If I’d courage
Maybe you’d had’ta change
Had’ta change yourself

I’m alright, alright
‘Cause I’m liking myself less
Less then yesterday
Yesterday before I know you
Before I got like stone

I’m free like bird now
From your push and shove
Where’s your love
I’m not dying inside anymore
Where’s your love

You shoved hard
I didn’t hit the ground
Nor did bleed
Or even start to cry
Your names they hurt me

Hurt me you did that
Scream about what you did
I’ve courage now
Maybe you’d have’ta change yourself
If I did

I’m alright, alright
‘Cause I’m liking myself more
More then yesterday
Yesterday wen I know you
Yes I was like stone

I Won’t To Run In To All The Schools

I won’t to run in to all the schools and grab all those I see bullying and give them a well thought out talk on how there actions can gravely effect there peers lives in a negative way
And hay, maybe it will help to curve the number of school students who are being harassed
Well in reality if I where to do this they would probably throw me in the slammer or hall me of to the loony bin
Yes they would think I was loony, but I would not be, rather I would just be a concerned citizen trying to save the young before it was to late
And it’s already to late for many
Oh the ones who where kids and youth ones and have themselves been victims
Victims of the ones who where poshing, shoving and hurling hurtful words in the halls, in the playgrounds and on the yellow buses
Yes bullying is ruining the kids and youth of their right to a place they can learn in safety
And you can’t remedy this by giving out an in school or out of school suspension from classes to the bullies who do propitiate this kind of shit on their fellow pears
‘Cause the only real way to eliminate this is to deal with the rout of the problems of the ons who do become bullies
And I’m not saying that it would be easy to solve there problems,
But it is something we most do ’cause sourly we don’t won’t disgruntled kids and youth to shoe up at there schools with guns doing what the teens did in Columbine and Taber
And I repeat I still won’t to run in to all the schools and grab all those I see bullying and give them a well thought out talk on how there actions can gravely effect there peers lives in a negative way
And hay, maybe it will help to curve the number of school students who are being harassed
Well in reality if I where to do this they would probably throw me in the slammer or hall me of to the loony bin

I’m Going On

What you do to me it’s hared to take
But with my favourite songs I can make it throw
Oh for another day
I must go out to a place that should be better

But thanks to my walkman I won’t go end tonight
All the opportunities that may come to me
To be living better
That is what I’m holding out for

And it’s all inspite of you
That I‘m not yet gone
That I’ve not yet thrown it all away
My hop for a better tomorrow that’s what’s keeping me going on
I’m going on and on and on

What you do to me it’s hared to take
But with my favourite songs I can make it throw
Oh for another day
I mustn’t go out to a place that won’t be better

But thanks to my CD’s I won’t go end tonight
All the opportunities you won’t give to me
To be living better
That is what I’m holding out for

And it’s all inspite of you
That I‘m not yet gone
That I’ve not yet thrown it all away
My hop for a better tomorrow that’s what’s keeping me going on
I’m going on and on and on

I’m going on and on and on